My Wholistic Life Poems - Get comfortable being uncomfortable

How uncomfortable it can be to feel comfortable?

as we start growing and become more in the knowing,

as the ugliness becomes uncanny when the eyes can't

see the beauty that is coming.

Being the ocean makes you part of the water,

of its depth and changeability.

I defy the laws of nature and I confine myself 

as my own restrainer, as rebellious as a person can be

as deluded as a conscience can disguise.

Bless this soul!

In recognition that love is the only thing that is real,

comprehending that I am a student and humbly innocent being,

that the guilt that I carry in my soul is the imprints of the past,

and the perception and the focus must be flexible, and mutable

because life it is what it is.

Time is intermittent and wise,

according to divine perfection and

His generous gift of infinite possibilities

Nothing can touch me from the past,

nothing that isn't real can be carried on

I am not the same as five minutes ago, neither are you.

The present time is always the best time,

and when our responsible cognition can discern

its reality, the love in our hearts expands and rejoice.

Feel uncomfortable as you wish,

we must be emotionally involved

but always know that to see the light beyond 

the ego's blindness we must accept our real purpose,

the purpose of the spirit, see and feel from the realms

of the divine.

The purpose of the spirit is altruistic and selfless

serving benevolently and progressively,

there is no need to be taught that

It is our birth right, inherent and profound in our hearts.

Surrendering to the will of the unknown, to the sky and the sea,

navigating the stars, and simply being, beyond the limits

of the flesh and bones.

The biology is symptomatic and the spirituality is responsibility,

causality and healing.

I heal myself from the wounds,

as uncomfortable as it can be,

and perhaps a miracle may take place

through the intensely felt emotional journey

deep inside of me.